It has been so long since I blogged. We moved into our new house, started renovations AND......had a baby!! I forgot how much fun a baby is, but also tiring. But there is nothing better than the cute sounds she makes (not so cute when it is at 3 in the morning).
This fall I am trying to get into a routine, though so hard with one car and Dr appointments and Bible Studies. I seem to just want to stay home with Abby, but there is Bible Study, Mom's group, and knitting group to go to. I also hope to once in awhile be able to get together with my loss group. At the same time I am trying to work on my sewing business- making quilts, fleece longies, diaper bags, and some day diapers.
In all the craziness of running around, adjusting to a new baby, and everything I feel like not enough. There is not enough of me to go to everyone, not enough time in the day and it is not helped that Abby tends to be fussy and want to be held. I am having to learn again that I AM enough in God, that HE has to be my strength and the one I go to when I just want to stay in bed and say "ENOUGH". But I will get up and go on with the day, maybe I will start taking a picture of one thing a day that inspires me.
October 15th is Remembrance Day for infant/prenatal loss and in honor of Robert and other babies gone to soon I am thinking of doing the Carly Marie Project's 31 days/31 Photographs project (more information can be found here). I think it will be a interesting to see what I choose for each day and maybe I will make one last item for his short life.